JamieT forever....

Posing Time

2010-04-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

2010-04-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

JUMBO orange juice in Nibong Tebal. Me n my son actually finish up that JUMBO juice.

2008-05-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

this is the latest collection from KFC..'Salt n Pepper' shaker....lovin it!!!

Hairstyle....

2008-05-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

Which hairstyle do u think suits me? Gv me ur opinion..!!

Josh...

2008-05-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

Josh was singing n following his sister's moves.

Unhappy.....

2008-05-15T19:03:00.002+08:00

my heart keep ...saying to let go n follow my dreams...but i just can't. all my hard work, my sacrifices......if i follow my heart, i will loose everything...my children....!!! i gave life to my children....but i want 'separation'....all these years, i thought LOVE can do wonderous things...but NO....i'm too naive...everything was beautiful n wonderful when we were dating....but after we got married...we kind of drifted away day by day....i need tender, loving, care.....but he seems to avoid all of this......we dont spend time together anymore.....we talk less n less each day....he's becoming somebody else.......i feel that he doesn't want to be with me.....we dont get together....he spends all of his time with his PRECIOUS FRIENDS.....he always hv time with them but not me....he always turns down my need of time with him....try ask him what is the most memorable day that we had ever since we were married or how many times we have intimate time together.......he can never answer that even i can't cause we hv none.....i'm always alone...struggling all these yrs....he's only loving when he need 'SEX'......what life is this???? i confronted him about this matter but he said why be so miserable n fussy about this matter.....why can't be just happy n make full use of today for we do not know what will happen tomorrow....he knows this statement but y cant he sees in his own view? if he knows how to say this, he should love me more n put more attention on me cause we will never know what will happen to us tomorrow....love me like there is no tomorrow!!!! I just WANT ATTENTION N LOVE FROM HIM.........MONEY CAN'T BUY!!!!

I kena VIRUS!!!

2008-04-30T19:40:00.002+08:00

my comp effected with so-called 'downlable virus'....i bought norton anti-virus....n now i'm protected by norton now...the virus keep attacking my comp right now as i'm typing now....luckily i've downloaded my norton anti-virus already....i'm safe now........i'm thinkin of buying a router so that the virus will not directly attack me...at least it has to go through the router 1st....!!

Cheng Meng...

2008-03-31T17:26:00.003+08:00

went to 'cheng meng' yesterday morning....it's been few yrs. since i last went to cheng meng....my in-law's of course. i fell sick soon after that...big headache..!!! the offerings were simple this year....as what they claimed....

Trip to Langkawi...22nd March 2008

2008-03-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

these r the few places i went in Langkawi...2 days is actually not enough..n with my kizs is even worst...tiring!!! The eagles r amazing though....the white eagles r huge...but the brown ones r smaller....The island on top is called Pulau Kasut...no need for me to say why la.....the pic already tol u!! Don't be alarmed by the 1st pic on the left... it's not an 'asshole' if that's what u r thinking!!!hah!!! It's called 'Hole In The Wall'...I wonder y that hole is called by that name?

National Election...

2008-03-09T10:30:00.002+08:00

elections has finally over.....everyone predicted that the Oppositions will win....n i guess they'r right.....most of malaysia citizens reliazed that they need some changes b'cause of price increasing rapidly in most daily use products....petrol is one of the major reason....action speaks louder than words!!!!

since the elections r over, i wonder when r they gonna take down all the banners, posters, etc.....that r hangging along the roadsides....it's n eyesore actually...dirty too....

Doremon...

2008-03-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

today i bought a set of Doremon figurine....from KFC....very nice...at least cheaper than in the store selling collectible items..if u like it u can go to KFC to buy them...there r 4 parts...u hv to place them together urself....easy...!!

my younger yrs.....

2008-02-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

today my sis inlaw went to Australia to further her studies. everytime i see people goes overseas for studies, i envy them. after my diploma, i've always wanted to further my studies...meet different kind of people...but b'cause i come from a middle class family...i do not dare to ask from my dad.
mydad.....he's a very conservative of man.....while i was schooling(secondary time) my dad always make sure i come home soon after school. everyday i was only given RM2 for breakfast. when i ask from him more b'cause i hv activities n needed to eat, my dad at the most gv me another ringgit. i was not given enough to buy food....my dad always says "no need to eat so much"....my mum was sad to hear that n the saddest to her is that she couldn't gv me extra money b'cause she did not hv money too....:(....that was my school life....i was thankfull to him for giving me to go college..all i can say is we hv our happy n unhappy times...

So now....i hv 3 naughty kizs.....they can be very,very naughty most of the times, but they sometimes make me laugh too...b'cause i come from 'i can't hv what i want' experience....i keep feeding my kizs wif sliver spoon...of course things which r not waste of money...i mostly buy food for them...

CNY Family Photo....

2008-02-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

These r the latest CNY family photos...it's very hard to get the picture perfect whenever kids r involved.....so of all the pictures taken, these two r the best photo we can get....

shoppin 4 3 days straight...

2008-02-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

not much happening during the cny....bored aactually.but tired b'cause i went shopping wif my mum n sis 4 3days straight....just imagine...but i didn't buy alot...i finally bought a white gold necklace..my next item will b a sony ericsson k850i h/p, hee....!!!

preparations...

2008-02-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

my MIL was busy the whole afternoon preparing dishes for CNY eve and 1st n 2nd day of CNY....u can bet on it that we'll be eating the same dishes for at least 3days ifffff.....there r still leftovers.i've cleaned my room n my kids room but the dust just come back so fast....the floor too...i guess i hv to vacumn again..
my husband's aunts r back from KL for CNY...my MIL doesn't want them(all of my FIL's brothers' family) to come to our house b'cause they only eat,eat,eat n didn't at least cook something to bring it here...not just that..some still likes to complain about the food too.....!!!!they just don't appreciate what they can eat.
anyway, 2molo i'll be wearing my new pajamas, sleepin on my new bed sheet, new bolster....everything new. heeee......

GONG XI FA CHAI!!!!!!

CNY last minute shopping....

2008-02-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

went to queensbay yesterday to shop...i took my mum,sis n my 2kids with me.i droped my kids in the so-called indoor playground n me, mum n sis started our shopping spree....hah....we were there from noon untill 7 something but we haven't walk the whole shopping mall yet...we did buy lots,lots of things..even there was not enough space for three of us to put our things....just imagine that what will happen if we would hv walked the intire shopping mall...heeheee....!!!! My car will be overlaoded!!!

i bought 2 pairs of shoes(one daily wear n one with heels), a set of my youngest son's clothes, my personal stuffs, a HP all-in-one printer, a bolster, and some groceries. i wanted to a watch, a dig. cam. n a white necklace but time didn't allow me. well i guess i'll buy them after cny.

Success...

2008-02-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Justin knows how to buy food liao.....better....a lot of parents r against the new school rules...that is not to allow parents to bring food for them...actually i don't mind..it's better this way...kids gradually needs to learn by themselves to be independent...if they r complaining about the food...then i don't agree with them..the canteen people sells quite alot of type of food...economy rice, mee,beehoon,bread,milo,etc....so it's fine for me....
actually i want my kids to be independant....my MIL always critisize me that the kids r so young n i already want them to do everything by themselves....she like to compare with her time n mine(which is now)...this era...bringing up kids r very different no, if compare to the time like our mums....they spoon fed us untill don't know when....some still needed to be spooon feed till now....like my MIL's youngest son....he'snow 29yrs old n he still needs her mum to buy food for him everyday...ever ready....not that i'm insulting her...it's just that her way to show mother's care n love is wrong. sometimes he dares to be no manners to his parents....if i do that to my parents, they sure 'SAKAI' me hard hard....!!!!
Now..even my eldest son is very rude to his grandparents..even to me..i have no controls on him b'cause everytime i wanted to teach him manners(usually beating) they will protect him n sometimes said i'm crazy....to beat him. he's out of my control now.....my daughter is better than him b'cause she follows me most of the time...even though she might be very hardheaded at times, but she get things done my way....my youngest not sure yet...still developing n copying every move his bro n sis do....HEADACHE!!!!

day 3 at the canteen...

2008-01-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

well..... he use RM1.00 everytime he wants to buy something 'cause he only know tht RM1.00 is the biggest compare to cents...i need to teach him how to use syillings..

today is in chinese 'sang sin'....i went to my last time house at BM to pray n 'sang sin'.....my mother in law said i need not invite the gods back liao...so after praying, i need to take everything down n then take the 'heow lo' n put it below the bamboo trees...i felt uneasy 'cause it's the 1st time i did that...

2nd day of buying food....

2008-01-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

still not good yet...but he knows what is RM1.00....syllings still confuse.

Satisfactory

2008-01-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

the webcam is good...even my sis wants to buy.
today i taught Justin(my eldest son) to buy food by himself. at school he always talk softly, but at home he shouts.....!!!

web cam...

2008-01-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

i just bought a new web cam....RM96 from Logitech,2yrs. warranty...

hope it's worth it.

phew....!!!!!!

2008-01-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

phew.....just finished cleaning..!!! still got alot of my stuffs. heeeee.....!!!! yeepee....CNY is coming liao...i still have not buy shoes yet....arrgghhh...!!! i can't make up my mind la....which one to buy 1st...dig. cam., watch, or h/p... ....hmmm. but i'll definate ly buy white gold necklace 1st...my husband la....buy diamond pendant for me but not together with necklace.....kiam siap....and stupid too....i'm so angry when i think of that!!!! i hv not wear that pendant yet cause i don't hv a necklace to go with it..

hmmm...

2008-01-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

was happy this morning but at noon....my MIL give me see her 'face' again....all the while, she not satisfy with me liao....even a slightest mistake...she will start showing her attitude to me. she can be very,very nice to me at some time but she mostly like to put her unsatisfactory and attitude on me.....!!!just like today....what can i say...mayb i owe her something in my past life...so in return i have to suffer from her attitude. i told my husband about this n he just so easily said that i just go n confront her n ask her what i should do for her so that she can never be unhappy....show her unsatisfactory face to me...!!!! he nvr put himself into my shoes....

Belinda Carlisle

2008-01-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

ohyes.....either this 2 is ok too...can anyone tell me where to ger it?

CNY

2008-01-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

wow.....CNY is coming....so fast.....!!!i bought alot of cookies which i've already finished them...heee.heee....FAT liao!!! i LOVE the chocolate cookies wherethe inside is cookie n dipped into chocolate. mmmm...mmmm....!!!! i bought one new year clothes only...still lookin for another. I still can't find a suitable pair of shoes yet. i actually bought alot of things la....i'm planning to buy a dig. cam., a Sony Erricsson h/p K850i or K810i, a nice watch n a HP printer with all-in-one function.
Give ang pow some more....'pok-kai' lo....!!!

My Three Devils!!

2008-01-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

what can i say...the title above already explained everything. I'm exhausted n crazy b'cause of them. everyone is afraid of them. It's like they're sent up from 'hell' to torture me. They really make me 'hate' them.

Janice has malay spelling 2molo. i'm teaching her right now.

2008-01-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

i need to get this 2 cd's..if anyone knows where i can get them PLEASE tell me.....!!;)

must be in malaysia la...

New recruitment.

2008-01-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

day 1 of my 1st day of my blog.....i'm still new to this but i'm sure i will get hang of it soon.

2008-01-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

today is Thaippusam Day n a public holiday....i decided to stay at home to do some cleaning in the house. My children has lots n lots of toys....each of them has a battery operated scooter, go-kart,bike,etc. I won't buy all these toys.....their grandfather do. These toys don't come cheap too...n i'm not happy for that. It's a waste of money...!!! 'don't tell anyone' ;)

studio photo shoot..

2008-01-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

these r the pictures i took on 13th Jan 2008 at Milan Bridal House. what do u think of me in these pictures? it took me 6 hours including makeup, shooting, changing, and select pictures that i like. i've selected 46 pictures n of course i won't let u see all of them. These r among the pictures i've selected.